i know you're not playing th hide and seek game with me anymore.

i really do appretiate all that you've done and are still doing for me. i wish i could do something for you too, but there's so much i cannot tell you.

just really am happy and grateful to have someone like you to be there for me. thanks, really.

sucks to be sick and do work under stress at home ):

my family totally left for church w/o me today! just because i was sleeping. i was only sleeping so i wouldn't feel sleepy at CHURCH. ugh. i hate being sick. thank goodness i didnt faint at all. unlike vanessa during chem on thursday.. whooops.

today i found someone interesting. there is this guy in my tuition whom i always thought was a little weird/artsy. you know how art ppl are weird. like me. he likes purple and his pencil box is pink and fuzzy. today lynne and dawn and i were talking and i mentioned how art was stressing me. then he said : hey you do art? and i was like "yeah" and then started talking and i learned that he was doing the topic of interwoven. and i said i was doing "damaged' for fashion illustration and he said oh im doing fashion too and lynne dawn and i were like "omg?" cuz he's a guy.. and guys dont really pick fashion illustration as their art o lvl genre. er. but whatever

the scary thing is : 1. he likes purple. 2. he is doing interwoven and almost chose to study NATURE for it 3. he is doing fashion. and GUESS WHAT. LYDIA is all of those 3 things too! she's doing interwoven she's mad about purple and is doing fashion for olvls!!!! omfg? and she's studying NATURE for it! omfg again! this is too scary. but i didnt tell him. HAHA. i'll def tell lydia on monday though. lmfao.

ok ciao for now. i'm going into hibernation again-->not gna blog for a while.

peace

xoxo

grace

WASSUP YA'LLLLL.

omg cheena Os SUCKED. hated it. uggggggggggggghhh.

anywayyy. i dont know why but now i'm not so sure of myself.. whether i wanna dsa to SA that is. okay i'm lying. i do know why. it's like. i just want God to take control already. use my Olvl score. DSA.. it's not even a good chance tt i'll get in. though i want to try but,  jsut feel like if i do get in it's not fair if my score is bad. and also there's something else that bugs me.. but i shant type it here. i know that if i do go there it's going to affect either one of us. most likely me. i'd rather be alone somewhere else.

omg okay my brother told me this daaaaaaaaaaaamn sick joke!!! okay, okay. here goes.

A man climbs up a ladder to heaven.

On the first stop, he sees a very fugly woman. the fugly woman says to him : " F*** me now, or climb up to SUCCEED."

So obviously the man chooses to continue climbing up the ladder. Then on the 2nd stop, he sees an okay looking woman. the okay looking woman says to him : "F*** me now, or climb up to SUCCEED."

The man decides to continue climbing up the ladder. On the third stop, he sees a damn hot, gorgeous babe. The hot babe says to him : " F*** me now, or climb up to SUCCEED."

After much consideration, the man being very greedy, chooses to continue climbing up the ladder thinking he'll get something waaay better.

GUESS WHAT HE SEES ON THE FOURTH STOP???

On the fourth stop, he sees a man. the man says to him : "Hi! My name is SEED!"

GET IT????  SUC-CEED? the man's name is "SEED", "CEED" ???? SUCK SEED. AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. suck you-know-where.  i know it's soooo damn sick. but you know how brothers are (:

HAHA. OKAY. SEE YA!! MISS YOU LIZ! HOPE YOU READ THIS<3 loved hearing your voice once again, SEXY LOOOVE.

XOXO

grace!

I couldn't catch a ride, I tried so I was walkin'.
(started) raining when you called to tell me,
You were flaking out again.
I only had a buck (not enough to get a latte).
So I sat down at a table, and I thought about you instead.
I'd have to be a fool to believe every word you said.

And I don't wanna be your dummy.
I cut the strings and I'm free, honey.
I don't want your fast-life or your money or your time.
So stuck on yourself its funny.
Hanging with you feels so crummy.
So I don't wanna be your dummy.
Da dummy da dummy..

And if your asking then the last thing,
I wanna be is a puppet on a string.
You're unbelievable- its inconceivable,
If you think I'll let you make a fool of me..

And I don't wanna be your dummy.
I cut the strings and I'm free, honey.
I don't want your fast-life or your money or your time.
So stuck on yourself its funny.
Hanging with you feels so crummy.
So I don't wanna be your dummy.
This dummy's no dummy.

i love this song. "Dummy" by Emma roberts. check the video out on you tube! (:

xoxo

grace.